AGRODEMY SO FAR!

I started this year very very worried about the whole lot of things I said I was going to take my business very serious I don't know but I feel so many things are wrong and I need to make them right.

Firstly, I started this year by drawing out a template of what I want to achieve for agrodemy in the 2021. it's on a slide and you know I try to look at it every week to be sure if I am on track.but the truth is I lost track because why I had invested all the whole money I got from Grant in some group of friends to run forex business just as a way of support; how stupid of me! at the end of the day I lost over 1.4 million Naira and I felt like my world has ended because It was supposed to be my first million and it was all gone all gone.

 I fell into depression 😢😭, I fell into depression I spent a better version of my march in pains and a guy I really really love because I won't say loved because I still love him; a guy i really really love broke my heart, said some harsh words to me just because I liked him I him as someone I could build a future with and he messed it all up🥺  you can imagine, a whole spec like me people are dying for and here is a an Anambra man  rejecting me, double thinking if he should have a relationship with me when they are people who actually wants me;  sad life they call it karma by Karma is here.

I felt bad, got sick,  felt really really bad that he said very terrible things to me. I really pray I  forget it, but you know the whole script is still in my head.I pray to forget it if he comes on apologize.For now I don't even know if I want that relationship with him or not I really don't know because he has done very harsh things and very sweet things at the same time😉😢.

You see that's all marriage is about.I don't know if he's the person I'm going to end up later but if he is the one, just means I will have to forgive him no matter what it is but then, I went through hell, I was in pain,severe pains that  I could not work and I got sick.

 I have a very bad habit if I am in pains I can't work! so I was not working I will just lie down open my laptop,do nothing, busy all through doing nothing and that continued till April. By April I told myself I need to get back on track and immediately I had to do something; I rushed up I created a plan of courses I was going to start working on and a I try to start working on it, many challenges came up; how do I learn to move on, how do I shoot the videos, I dealt with imposter syndrome and I realise I  need to run ads for people to get to see me because my organic reach on Facebook is messed up.

 I moved to Instagram and started posting videos there,became consistent on Instagram that was not working,I was constant like two months and I just started Twitter as at now that I'm writing this and I hope it is more positive.

 I am working  on the whole course again I want to do a re-launch in June so I'm looking for people who are going to create courses with me.

By the time I'm done with this, I really have to sit down and draw a template and be  very very useful for myself but in all I know I would  be successful, very very successful and I know It is  just a matter of time I see what that Chris Ani is doing with DABA and I'm very proud of him that's what I want in the agricultural sector.

At some point I get scared that someone else is doing these things I want to do and  I'm like you should go ahead it's not really about me it's about it's getting done. I saw a video  on tundeednut  page today yesterday actually and I told myself you just need the vision ,you just need to get the platform and see till the platform comes you have to keep pushing .

Yes I will keep pushing I don't know I've said too much. it's time to just Post It. 

Agrodemy would be a life changer!